and that's what's wrong with this song

Exams has started and well, everyone's trying to ace it, for next year of course.

Well, I think EVERYONE is. Maybe some of that everyone isn't.

I say, I had this invigilator today, she was my math teacher last year. We call her Puan NorFaiza. Actually, we don't. She's got a name more vulgar, started by us, kids. She took care of my class today, for the Moral test. Oh gosh, I could have gotten up, walked over to the other end of the class and get the answer I needed. I didn't do it, though. Cheating is bad, a wrong thing to do (: She's the blurrest, teacher ever. She can't even teach Math, nor can she teach Science.

Overall, I think the exams weren't extremely hard. They are pretty easy, if you read the textbook (:

I just learnt that my best friend will be moving schools next year. I wanted to cry, really. Vin Sen, he was my best friend since standard four. Our friendship started off in a weird way, I'm not saying how. haha. But you know, he was one friend that would be all emotional when I got emotional and I would get emotional when he got emotional. We fought, a million times a year but we make up in the end. Still, our fights last longer than you can imagine. So, I'm really really glad he was my best friend and absolutely heartbroken he has to go. He's been telling me that he has to move since last year, I never really expected him to. I'm gonna miss him a bunch ):

'cause your hot and your cold

I've been tagged by Tylyn, my wonderful cousin (:

1. YOUR REAL NAME.
Serena
oh no, what a tag.
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus nizzle)
Sernizzle
Sernizzle. Hah. Funny.
3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Pink leopard (elephant?)
You need to know the pink elephant joke to understand what I mean when I put elephant in a bracket with a question mark.
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
Chin 4G
Oookaaay.
I don't have a middle name, my name is, Serena Lim Chin Ern, can be divided into 2. I didn't know Chin was our middle name, sis.
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Ernse
That's pretty cute.
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (color of your underwear, favorite candy )
Black Hershey's
Very super hero-ish.
7. YOUR JAPANESE NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name )
Enchnaern
I can't even pronounce that !
9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Towers.
I don't have a pet, but Towers is my giraffe that my sis gave me for my birthday. It's a soft toy, by the way.

I'm not moving

I ended up sleeping at 4 a.m. this morning. How does that concern you? I don't know, I just felt like posting it.

I don't wanna fal asleep, cause I don't know if I'll get up

I can't sleep ):

could it be, you're not that far?

I don't think that my blog is dead just because I have been posting songs. I think it's still pretty fine (:

On another note, I'm down sick and didn't go to school today. I didn't plan not to go, okay? I was gonna go, then I started wheezing and coughing and a little attack. I slept the whole day, how cool is that? Actually, I woke up and went for tuition for 2 hours. Then I came back and slept. heheh. I only had 2 meals today.

People say I don't take care of myself and I'm always getting sick. I totally agree that I got sick the most times this year, lasting longer even. Of course I take care of myself, freaks. I just don't have energy like you guys. I've been weak since I was young. Maybe all this is just an excuse.

Flowers anyone?

Cookies maybe? (:

just stand up

James Morrison - You Make It Real

There's so much craziness surrounding me,
There's so much going on it gets hard to breath
When all my faith has gone you, bring it back to me,
You make it real for me

Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand,
You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you're shining in the distance,
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn,
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

I'm in love with this guy (:

Daughtry - All These Lives

Doesn't come down when she calls,
"It's time for breakfast."
Momma can't get down those halls
Fast enough to see
Glass is sprayed across the floor
From the broken window.
She can't breathe anymore.
Can't deny what we know.

They're gonna find you, just believe.
You're not a person; you're a disease.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.
You ain't comin' in.

Posters hung on building walls
Of missing faces.
Months go by without the cause,
The clues, or traces.

They're gonna find you, just believe.
You're not a person; you're a disease.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

Shed the light on all the ones who never thought they would become
A father, mother asking why this world can be so cold.

Doesn't come down when she calls,
"It's time for breakfast."
The memories begin to fall.
She asks, "When will I be free?"

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

who will I be, it's up to me

I'm having a soar throat plus a runny runny nose. I used at more than 40 pieces of tissue today for my nose. Not that I count, I just happen to know that I used 4 packs of tissue today in school.

I can hardly breathe *sings, you make me wanna scream, you're so fabulous, you're so good to me, ay baby* . Yes. Back to what I was saying, I can barely breathe, the block nose is a pain. hmph. I hate it.

whisper words of wisdom, let it be

I can't believe exam's are in a week. I don't think I'm ready. Are you? I don't know. bleh.

I can't believe I'll be leaving for Canada after that. In a week's time. I'm not ready either. I haven't packed. And I'll be leaving my sister and my mother and my auntie at home. I can't leave my sister at home. What if I go there, and they give me a room by myself, all in the dark? I can't sleep. I need my sister.

I can't believe I'll be able to go to school in Canada. That's gonna be fun. I think. But it sounds fun, it seems fun too.

I can't believe I'll be thrown in the snow, all cold and freezing and so threatening to my fingers. What if they drop off? Because it's too cold? I can't stand cold. Oh no.

I don't know what else I can't believe. I know I can believe that my uncle scared my friend at the mall. He's too much.

no one can get in the way of what I feel for you

She didn't want anyone to see her,
So she hid,
In her room, she let the tears out
Those tears she's been holding back.
'Cause her father left her,
Without saying goodbye.
He just lay there,
On the hospital bed,
With everyone in tears around him.
He couldn't respond to her hug,
Or even her 'I love you' that she gently whispered in his ear.
It broke her heart, seeing him there.
The whole family and friends,
Standing around him, but he, not able to see them.

All his life, she remembered,
He was strong and healthy.
When he fell sick,
He was still a cheerful man.
No one could see him without giving out a laugh,
He'll reach out to the highest of people,
To lowest of them all.
He always did what was best for others,
Not for himself.

She won't let that memory past her,
She won't let go of him,
She will, though,
Be the daughter he wanted her to be.
No one would take his place,
For it had a special one in her heart.
It's untouchable,
No matter how much you try to reach it.
She loves him,
She always will.

here without you

Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

Sha la la la la
Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

I can't wait, to see you again

Daddyyy (: I'm missing you !

I miss you, I miss your smile

Ahahaha. When I saw this widget on Lind's blog, I got so into it and decided to do one myself (: It's so cute !

pictures of you, pictures of me

I finally got something to blog about ! heheh. So, I went for a wedding last Saturday. It's the wedding where I was looking for a dress for and asking all my girlfriends where to get a nice one. The theme was pink, and of course, I loved it. With the roses and all (:

Yes, yes. I was the usher. Such honour, you know.

He's my god-father. He used to carry me in a basket when I was younger. heheh. He calls the three of us the buy 1 free 2 method.

Oh, this was the dinner. And and, we met Ching at the wedding ! She happened to be the groom's cousin. My family came on the bride's side so we don't really know the groom. haha. When people asked us if we knew each other, we said we did and we went to the same school too. They're answers were similar, "Small world, huh?"


Coming to think about it, Ching was actually my pet sister when I was in Standard 5, I think.

I was being the lamp post ! He's my god-brother and she's the girlfriend and I jumped into the picture last minute !

Oh oh. See little Arianna ! She's so cute, right? When she was younger, she'll let anyone carry her. I gave her that rose and she started posing with it. Adorable (:

Can you believe it? I have another wedding to go to ! I was exhausted that day. Here comes another one.


On Sunday, the Footstool Players had an act in our church. I'll give it two thumbs up.


And this, is my second god-brother. Tall, I know. Waaay tall. I seriously have to look up to talk to him. We took te picture cause of the colour of our shirts anyway (:


I was asked to post this |: The little baby has this a sister and a brother who had a fight in Sunday School class while I was teaching them a scene in a play. haih.

Honestly, I can't wait for the next time I take pictures (:

I went shopping with my mum yesterday. She was not working and she asked me to follow her out and we ended up in One Utama. haha. We shopped without everyone else, just two of us. And, the mall was like so empty ! I can't believe it, it felt weird. So, I tried on 2 pairs of shoes from Aldo and fell in love with them. It was gorgeous, comfy and expensive. The white heels were RM 300+ and the ballet flats were RM 200+. I wish I didn't go there to try on the shoe. I should have taken a picture too !

Azfar and Keith says all girls loves shoes. I don't think so.

I bought 4 new tops /: How guilty, I think I might spend even more in Canada. That doesn't sound very good.


I didn't post this picture when I went shopping with Jee Leng. I love that dress I tried on. We were in Dorothy Perkins and those dresses were on 70% discount ! I wanted to buy that dress, but there were lipstick stains and the thread ran in some places ): I went to check if it was still there yesterday, it was gone.

So, the finals are coming up and I'm cramming everything I can. Doesn't mean I can't blog, okay? hmph. I guess everybody's doing the same thin, studying and finishing Geography projects (or for some, haven't even started). Anyway, I can't wait until exams are over and then I'll be off to Canada ! I know I'm a little over-excited, but...

move along, just to make it through

Did you know that flip-flops are bad for your feet? *gasps* I didn't.

Taken from Seventeen Magazine, September 2008 issue.

you always wear flip-flops
You know how you have to scrunch your toes to keep them on? Walking that way can over stress the muscles in your feet and legs, causing pain and permanently crooked hammertoes ! As if that's not enough, flimsy thongs also lack arch support, which can lead to puffy, swollen feet and achy heels.

Pain? What pain?

I happen to love flip-flops, not to mention, wear them everywhere I go. I go shopping with flip-flops, because my heel hurts wearing shoes, plus if you do wear shoes, it'll be hard to try on other shoes in shops.
I wear flip-flops practically everywhere I go. Except church, of course. And I haven't put my feet into my trainers since, March? Oh wait, I wore them this morning, for the first time since, March.
But still. Flip-flops can't be bad. They're so innocent, those lovely things ! I bet wearing heels are worse. We should all walk bear footed.
Banana Peel flip-flops ! They're the lightest things I've ever worn. I got them for my birthday from Michy (: It's not orange, it's pink. That's a picture from the internet.

I still love flip-flops ):

Give me something good to wear, then, if flip-flops are so bad. And that footwear should be as comfy as flip-flops.


Can you find anything like that?

I don't think so.

there you'll be

This doll is gorgeous, isn't it? I think it is. The name of the doll is, Supercool Serena. I have decided to want to own this doll that has my name. It costs RM 48.00. The people that made it, they just know how much PINK there should be on this doll. I think they're really good (: I lovee this doll. No harm owning it now, since I still do have 5 Barbie Dolls. No difference with one other doll, right? (: I just realized that these dolls have outfits too, like Barbie Dolls. How fun !

so what, I'm still a rockstar

So I'm a little over addicted when it comes to these guys. So what (:

Jonas Brothers - Hold On

We don’t have time left to regret (hold on)
It will take more than common sense (hold on)
So stop your wondering take a stand (hold on)
There's more to life than just to live (hold on)

'cause an empty room can be so loud
It's too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand
It's not that hard to be a friend
So don’t give up stand 'til the end
There's more to life than just to live

'cause an empty room can be so loud
It's too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
Don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When it falls apart
And your feeling lost
All your hope is gone
Don’t forget to hold on, hold on

'cause an empty room can be so loud
It's too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
Don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

'cause an empty room can be so loud
It's too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
Don’t give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

*****

Ever heard of plurk? It's really fun (: Everyone should have plurk !

but you're already on your way

I went for a funeral tonight. I know, I know. Not exactly something you'll want to blog about, but hey, I can't help it.
So, the lady who passed away, it was actually my first time going for a lady's funeral, I used to go by her pew in church to shake her hand and say hello. When I was younger, I remember one week when I wore the baju kurung to church, she spoke to me in Malay (: I wasn't even in kindergarten yet, I think so I didn't understand what she said. I just smiled.
Her husband, I really look up to him. He passed away a few years back. I still remember when I attended his funeral. It was the first funeral where I actually cried. When we singing his favourite hymn, I couldn't help but think about not passing by his pew anymore to say hello or shake his hand. He had the warmest smile ever. During that funeral, I was much too afraid to go by his casket to pay my last respects. Now, I totally regret it. I wish I had gone to see him for the last time.

The way this couple's children reacted, my heart when out to them. Not everyone knows what it's like to loose someone, but you can say I do know. One of the daughters happen to be a teacher in Subang Utama. She's really nice and she's been judging the inter-school choral speaking competition ever since my sister was competing in primary school. When I went to her school this year to compete, I met her. She told me that the night before, she was actually wondering if I'll be there, since judged my sister. Whaddya know? I was there (:
I think death isn't a thing to be sad about, instead something to be rejoiced for. All these not-seeing-my-friend-again thing is only temporary. In fact, the one that leaves has no more suffering. It's always good to look at the bright side (: Right now, you should appreciate everyone that's around you, whether you're close to them or not. One day, when they're gone, you will probably regret it. Don't.

Anyway. I picked up all my guts today to pay Auntie Sarah Philips my last respects. She looked so peaceful and calm. I'm really really happy that I got to knew her, she was a blessing, making my younger days filled with smiles and all. She's an awesome woman.

* Hello Ma (: I know you told me before I started at the computer to not get distracted since I'm suppose to be working on my Geography work. Well, I'm done already, you just don't know it (:You just told me to go sleep. haha. Have fun at work ! (:

we were young and wild and free

Today's shopping was the one shopping trip my brother would not be able to stand. So would any other shopping-haters. tsk tsk. How can you hate shopping? That's nuts.

So, I went with my mother, sister and two Lye's, heh, also with my auntie. My auntie gave up on us at the second store. she went to sit in MPH for like, 5 hours? Anyway. I tried on a RM 500 dress. Of course, I didn't plan to buy it, just try it on. And then snap a picture, of course (:

THAT'S the RM 500 dress. We look like bridemaids. heh. It's from Warehouse, so we tried it on and told the sales lady thank you. Then, we walked out. haha.

We started shopping about 2 o'clock and I think we headed for dinner at 7 o'clock. Five hurs isn't much, that's what I think.

Plus, I didn't buy anything ! I was the one to try on the most dresses but what did I get? NOTHING ! Then again, I don't really mind (: It was fun.

Maybe tomorrow's shopping trip would be better. Yes, I'm going shopping again. YAY.

I'm having a sore throat. I can't stand it. It's making me feel horrid. I don't want to explain more.

BYE (: