it's you, my love

I.do.not.want.to.go.to.school.

I'm trying but it's all that I can do, I'm reaching but the rest is up to you

It's been such a long week, yet it felt short. I don't think I have ever made sense in my whole life.

My family will be heading to Genting Highlands with our cell group tomorrow and I can't wait to finally feel some fresh cool air again. And it'll probably remind me about Canada, but then again I don't know for sure so I'll let you know when I'm back.




I hope everything's alright between us because it feels like I just lost my best friend.

but my god, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles

It would be nice,

if you would think of my feelings,

just a wee little bit.

one last breath

Happy Birthday, brother (:

And you are, by far, the best brother around, no matter how much we get at each others throats and how we always bug each other to the very core.

I know somewhere, somehow you still love me (:



And I still love you even if you look at my fake birthday cake like you're gonna gobble it up. You did, actually, didn't you?

So anyway, I hope you'll become the one you want to become (: We all love you.

Even if you call me fat all the time.

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect

Colbie Caillat feat. Jason Reeves - Droplets

I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that’s what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me

You left a mark you left a mark
She left a mark he left
She left he left
And I don’t I don’t
Need it. Need it

sugar rush

They say Chinese all likes Math and they're good in it. Last time I checked, I AM Chinese but I can't do Math. Something went wrong with my little brain wires when I was born, I think.

In a way, I'm not born Chinese then. I'm Asian.

And Asians' can choose whatever subjects they like. I like English and everything associated with it and that does not include Math and Science just because they're in English.

I can't believe I have to do Math to stay alive, I'm not gonna be counting sheep on my death's bed anyway. pfft.

best I ever had

Gee, ya think?

and I'll give up forever to touch you

Did you see those eyes,
That chocolate brown eyes
Filled with happiness
With a perfect shine to it.

Did you see those eyes,
Of when he laughed,
With the tears glistening
Threatening to fall.

Did you see those eyes,
With a sparkle
And without a hint of sorrow,
When she was around.

Did you see those eyes,
I saw them today,
It's lost its sparkle
Without a doubt of sadness within them.

Did you see those eyes,
That chocolate brown eyes
With fake happiness and not a single shine,
Did you see it in his eyes?

does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?

Mine don't fit me anymore ):

pop princess

I think I went over-materialistic with my birthday wishlist.
HAHA.

Honestly,
like really,
I don't need all that.

There is so much more things that are much more valuable than
shoes, games and all that.

I saw a really nice boyfriend tee and it costs 90 bucks.
I wish I were in Canada now,
everything's like, starting from 9 Canadian.

I want to go shopping again.

somewhere only we know

We have that History test tomorow, don't we?
Well, if you haven't studied, I'm your friend here.







But I want to study but it's a Sunday and I don't study on Sundays and I feel so sad that I could cry because I did not study at all ):

Help.

my soldier

Happy Birthday, Az (:

hey now, you're an all star

I miss Canada. Why?

Oh, that's simple (:

1. The first has definitely gotta be the homey feeling you get when you're visiting Canada. People smile, say hello and I think in their hearts, they really believe that a smile could cheer up someone. And people say 'How are you' to strangers. I like that.

2. I like winter.

and they say summer's really nice and I believe them because they said winter is nice and it was really really nice.

3. Grocery shopping is so much fun around here. I don't know why, but there's a different feel to it.

this is Stupidstore, the biggest grocery store around.

4. People there are so environmentally friendly. You have to pay for plastic bags at grocery stores and even without that, people actually recycle. (and they put their pads in bio-degradable bags when they sell them, but you don't need to know that (: haha).

5. I like the fact that you can wear hoodies all year long and not feel uncomfortable. Uncomfortable because it's so hot in Malaysia that you sweat and it isn't that nice to wear anymore. No matter how stylish your hoodie is.

6. They have Tim Horton's.

And they serve like, the best breakfast subs, plus bagels to die for.

You can get a large cup of coffee for probably less than five bucks. They have ice caps that beats everything I have tried in Starbucks. Oh, my uncle works in Tim Horton's, which means I can get family discount every once in awhile too (:

7. What I like about the people is that they brands don't really matter to other people. It may matter to you but to them, it's whatever. But some of their brands are pretty awesome.

8. I can wear lala clothes and it'll be stylish. Stripes aren't being abused in Canada. Tank tops are the best over. Wearing layers doesn't make you look stupid.

I LOVE that.

9. Doggies don't smell a bit here.

And it doesn't bother me a bit when they accompany me in bed. Except if they still my pillow. Dogs are really good during the winter because they're so warm and they feel so good when you hug them.

10. I have a hundred and one awesome relatives in Canada.

I forgot to say that I have an uncle that has a huge camera. Actually, I think a few of them has a DSLR. I like that.

My favourite cousin lives in Canada too ! (I meant the dog, not Ivan. pfft).

11. I know exactly where to go for dance classes in Canada. And who is gonna teach me too.

Meet Laura.

12. Schools yearly results are based on assignments more than examinations.

13. Lifestyle is cheap. I could get a bottle of really good drink for a dollar plus GST, which is tax, maybe a dollar and five cents. Hoodies are as cheap as ten dollars.

14. I like the fact that houses doesn't have prison gates like all the houses in Malaysia do.


15. When you're shopping, there's no one to follow you around and breathe down your neck.

16. Pizza's are HUGE. Okay, that's not it. But food there is awesome possum. Especially Boston Pizza.

their drinks comes with pink straws. I like that (:

17. My favourite uncle absolutely loves taking me shopping ! ahaha.


18. Christmas is such a big thing.


Almost everyone decorates their houses, putting up lights and all.



19. And during Christmas, some churches organize Christmas drives to help people that aren't as fortunate. They pack food and gift certificates for the poor. I loved the little experience I got when I did the Christmas drive. It was the most heart-whelming experience, seeing some of the people that are just so thankful.

20. I get my own room !! Since my cousin has moved down to the basement, it leaves one room empty and my aunt refers to it as mine. YAY (:

21. Aldo is SO cheap in Canada I could die.

22. Boxing day shopping is the best. Since it was Christmas, things are 50% off, but during Christmas, it's another 50% off.

23. Their public library books are up to date.

24. My uncle makes the best Mergaritas.



I can't write anymore. It takes too long to load pictures.

I want to go back to Canada.

looks like I'm already leaving, with nothing else to pack

Oh, and I want this for my birthday too (:

It goes with the PS2 and since I don't have a PS2, I'm hoping you'll get me the PS2 AND the dance mat.

This mat, it really makes you sweat. And it's so much fun. GAH.

oh, gasps.

I want a Wii too !!

I just want that childhood with video games that I never got, Mummy (:

please?

still in love with you

You piss me off sometimes.













but it's okay, I forgive you.
Just promise me everything.

the perfect words never crossed my mind coz there was nothing in there but you

Happy Birthday Tasha Washa ((:


uh oh, I'm a day late (:

I need you like a heart

I want to do Jazz.

Not hip hop.

And I don't really care how awesome hip hop looks, I still want to do Jazz.

never say never

Don't doubt me anymore.

brand new day

guilty pleasure.




shucks. This is so bad.

goodbye people, I'm gonna eat more.

tonight's gonna be a good night

I think August is gonna be one fine month (:

There's lots of positive waves in me now.