I wish I could do better by you

Dallas Green

of City and Colours.

My latest addiction. And the cool-nerd look just adds to it all. I saw him first on One Tree Hill and did you know, he's married to Leah Miller who is the host of So You Think You Can Dance Canada. I always thought she was better than Cat Deeley who hosts SYTYCD America. Okay thank you for listening KTHXBAI.

Listen to The Girl by City and Colour.

in the world

Dear Abdullah Raja Lim Ah Dog,

I miss you.

When are you going to wander about again so I can play with you for a little while?

(:

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Day 10: One person you can trust.

1. Heng Jean Anne. Because she doesn't know anyone I do and I don't know anyone she does, therefore even if we accidentally spill each other's secrets, it wouldn't be such a big deal.

pretty pretty please

This is Jean.

And this is a hate post about her.

There are no reasons for me to not hate her. We met back in 2005, I think, at a funeral parlour of all places. She talked so much that day and made us all laugh at a wake service, how inappropriate.

We became friends after that. Our dad's were best friends back in high school and we pretty much think it's our job to continue that.uhm.legacy.

She's so skinny. SO SKINNY. Like, model skinny. And she's pretty. On the outside and in the inside. She has a heart so caring, I always feel better after listening to her.

She's not just skinny and pretty and wonderful, she's smart and talented too. Like, straight A student. Head prefect. THIS close to being the editor of her school magazine, but the teacher's said she won't be able to handle the load of work. I personally think she can. We are women. We can multi task. Jean is even better. Superwoman. She can do almost everything. I hate you, Heng Jean Anne.

You can draw, you can write, you can do debates, you've won multiple awards, you're skinny ohgosh, you're SO skinny and. You can play the guitar and piano and heck, you can play the piano really well. And sing Never Alone to me, and sing whatever you feel like singing to me when I'm crying because it makes me feel better.

YEAH.

This is suppose to be a hate post. Hahahah.

I hate you because you have three pairs of Converse. But they aren't as awesome as the one pair that I have.

The last time I saw Jean, she gave me her regular school name tag, the one's you sew onto your uniform. Then she showed me her new name tag, the HEAD PREFECT HENG JEAN ANNE name tag and said, "I don't need that one anymore hehehehehehehe." Show off. hahah.

I forgot to mention your amazing photography skills. So really, who wouldn't be jealous?

Heng Jean Anne is halfway to being perfect. YEAH.

I hate you. Let's meet up soon, please? I miss you !

find somebody worthy

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.

Oh this is easy.

1. Teleport.

2. Fly.

a little home for me

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

1. Sleepy. Because I'm always sleepy. So I'll say in class, "SLEEPY LA." Especially during Physics.

2. I think I'm suppose to answer 'I love you' for this entry.day.question. whatever. They could've asked for four word, but they asked for three.

Suck. You suck. I suck. We suck.

3. School. Every morning, I'll tell my mummy that I don't want to go to school. And on Saturday, I'll tell her that I'm so happy there isn't school. And on Sunday, I'll say, "Oh no, there's school tomorrow. Can I not go?"

red light

How would you feel?

one in a million

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.

1. At one time, my daddy was hunting about for the phone he wanted at that time, and like anyone else, we would go look at it a few times, see if we like it, look for places with the lowest price. In a week, my daddy took me to Pyramid about three or four times in a row. He would leave me in MPH to read whatever while he goes to check out his phone. When I was younger, my daddy never allowed us to read fashion magazines or gossip magazines and stuff like that because of the influences we get from there. So when my daddy left me in MPH, I grabbed about three different magazines and hid right at the back of the store. Too bad I was too into my magazine to realize daddy coming. Hahahah.

2. Playing hide and seek at night in Cameron Highlands. We would take a walk by the hops at night while we were on holiday in Cameron Highlands. Then we'll go to the playground, all dark only a small part lit up by the lamp post. Pretty cool for hide and seek. My daddy, sister, brother and me would play together. Then once, when it was my daddy's turn to play seek, I went off to look for a place to hide but couldn't find one, so my mummy hid me under a pile of jackets between my aunty and her. It was so fun, I'm usually the one they find first because I'm afraid of the dark and I can't run fast. So everyone had taken off their jackets at that time and I used to be skinny and small, hahah. I kinda just balled up myself and my mummy covered me with the jackets and after my daddy had found my sister and brother, they were all going about wondering where I am. I won that game. For the first time. And only time I think.

3. When we were younger, my sister and me (and my brother sometimes) would play a game while lying in bed at night, supposedly asleep. I don't know who made up the game, okay, it's not even a game, but I don't know who made it up but it stuck for a very long time. Someone would say, "There's a robber coming, stick together !" then we'll shout. Just shout. And we'll do it a few times and it'll be so funny because in the end, we'll just be shouting. Then either mummy or daddy would come into the room because they're wondering if there's something wrong. hahah.

4. Once, my whole family went to Genting Highlands, when I was really young, maybe 8 or 9? My brother and me walked out of our hotel room to go look for something or take a walk while everyone was getting ready to go out. Then, when we decided to head back, we couldn't find our room. We actually rang the doorbells of the rooms we thought were our, and then someone else would appear at the door. I got scared. I started clinging on to my brother, whining for him to find our room and he put on a brave face, told me not to worry we'll find it. There was an unlocked door. We pushed it open. There was a lady putting on her makeup and she stared at us. I was almost in tears, I kept telling my brother that he should ask someone ask someone but he didn't want to, so when a janitor or somebody working in the hotel passed by, I asked him to help us look for our room. He walked us a little and rand the doorbell and poof, my aunty was there. Clever hotel worker. Thank you so much.

YEAH.

GOODNIGHT.

beautiful monster

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.

1. Well, from the moment I got Clyde, I haven't been able to live without him ♥

2. My Ipod. I think I can't live without it anyway. I've never tried.

3. Paper and pen. Because. Yeah.

4. My necklace. It is one of the most gorgeous things I've ever seen and if it weren't for school and the crazy rules, I would wear it all the time.

5. This is actually quite hard. My inhaler. Yeah. I think I meant that literally.

Goodbye my medicine is kicking in and I need to sleep. Happy Anniversary world.

bow chika wow wow

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.

Right now, or am always addicted to?

1. Butterfly Fly Away - Miley Cyrus lash Hannah Montana?

2. Collide - Howie Day. I think this is one of the songs that I listened to five times in a row at one go.

3. White Horse - Taylor Swift. I first heard the song when she sang it at the 2008 AMA's. I've been addicted to this song ever since. Yay me.

4. Droplets - Colbie Caillat and Jason Reeves. Don't listen to their studio version. Listen to the live acoustic one.

5. Forever And Almost Always - Kate Voegele. So. Beautiful. Actually. I'm addicted to all of Kate Voegele's songs.

6. Never Alone - Jim Brickman and Lady Antebellum. Thank you, Heng Jean Anne.

shoot across the sky

My brother brought my mummy and me shopping today. THANK YOU ! But he won't bring us shopping tomorrow. boohoo.

I think I like dogs. Huskies are the prettiest things ever. And Richard Gere is oh so handsome.

Every single person that goes on American Idol oh no Richard Gere just died. I am so sad.

Dr Seuss is a genius.

just shout whenever, and I'll be there

Day 4: Seven places you like to shop at.

Do you mean window shopping or like shopping, buy something shopping?

1. Dorothy Perkins. They have pretty dresses and pretty tops but they're expensive so if you're smart, shop during the sale. Who isn't smart enough to do that?

2. Adidas. White tennis skirts are over-rated. Black tennis skirts are the ultimate awesome blablabla.

3. Forever 21. Online. Because the prices in US dollar is so much more cheaper.

4. Cotton On. My mum doesn't like Cotton On, she says a lot of things about their clothes but we all agree that lots of them are cute. But Cotton On is becoming over-rated, everyone shops at Cotton On, therefore everyone goes around with the same bluegreenpink skirt. It's annoying. hahah.

5. Aldo. SHOES. To die for.

6. Flea markets. Bargains, bargains.

7. H&M, Suzy Shier, Old Navy, Urban Planet, Garage. I hate that Malaysia doesn't have these shops.

I actually thought of something else to replace Cotton On but I forgot. Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Don't forget to catch your favourite kung fu movies on TV this week.

I wish you would

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.

1. Having to repeat myself more than two times.

2. People who assume things. It totally annoys me so much when they do, and then they blame you or somebody else because this is what they thought happened.

3. When people tell you they will do something and not do it. Or when they say they'll be here at this time and then don't appear or call in five minutes before saying they'll be an hour late. Something like that.

4. When I try and try so hard but I still can't get things right. More frustration that annoying, but yeah.

5. My laptop connection which goes off whenever it feels like going off and it's nothing to do with the Internet whatever, it's just the laptop.

6. Because my laptop is so small, I cannot enlarge the page on Roiworld. Because it only works with some number widthlenghthheight thing.

7. When I'm sleeping and people choose that exact moment to either call me or text me which will wake me up and then not able to fall back asleep.

8. Waking in the middle of the night for no absolute reason.