right here, right now

Oh hello world (:
I am back. And I know that everyone misses me. And my blog. And my randomness. Or at least, I'm the one that misses my own randomness.

Anyway. I think I'm deprived of shopping. I haven't been REALLY shopping lately, how sad is that. But but. My mum had a fifteen ringgit voucher for Ikea and I needed a study chair. So, I bought a pink chair.

I'm so happy with it. I know it's SO pink it kills your eyes, but really. It's gorgeous and besides. No one sits on it except me since my sister hates pink and my brother will look gay sitting on it. Even though I did not want pink, I would probably buy pink for that reason. White is too boring, neways.

Ooh, I feel so happy blogging (: I can tell the world random things and you have no say about it (: I love blogging.

who I am

I'm rooting for you, dude (:

one day at a time

I have officially decided what to talk about for oral. Of course, below isn't the exact words I would use. I'm gonna take notes and say whatever comes to me (:

What am I going to talk about? I’m going to talk about my shoes. Unusual, I know, but I think it’ll be fun. So, starting off, I have 6 pairs of shoes. 3 pairs of flip flops, not to mention I need a new pair, one pair of ballet flats and two pairs of heels. My favourite? Currently, I love my darling ballet flats.

Those flats are in a deep shade of red. In size eight, I got them from Aldo while I was in Canada. Aldo in Canada are much cheaper. And I love Aldo. It’s so comfortable. Anyway, I got my cousin to buy them for me for Christmas. In other words, I conned him to do so. So now, I own a pair of Aldo shoes, how awesome is that?

Next, my pair of heels. Being fifteen, it’s pretty stupid to wear heels. It actually isn’t good for your feet. But I am to wear heels when I go to church every Sunday. I own a pair of red heels. Am I crazy about red? Kind of (: It’s a satin bright red sling backs peep toes. I saw the very first pair of red peep toes in a magazine and I fell in love. I started hunting around for a pair and I found a pair in Vincci. I didn’t buy it right away. In fact, I didn’t want to buy it. RM 60 for a pair of shoes are not too bad, but those shoes were more of a want instead of a need. But my aunt insisted that she bought me a pair. So, lucky me, I have a pair of satin red sling back peep toes heels. How many times have I worn them? About a dozen. Not much, because it’s red ! It’s not really easy to match but good to look at.

My pair of black heels weren’t originally mine. My mum bought it when she first saw them but at that time, she didn’t get to wear them. She was busy around the house – she didn’t go to work and she didn’t go out. So, I took those heels and wore them. As the shoe grew into my shape of the feet, my mum started going out again. I offered back those pair of heels, but she said they felt uncomfortable. I’m once again a lucky girl. Only thing is, those shoes give a squeaky sound when I drag them across the floor. I want this pair of heels from Vincci. They’re beautiful in black (:

So, I won’t go on anymore about my flip flops. These three pairs of shoes are enough. Being a girl,everyone would expect me to have more than six pairs. I share shoes with my mum, so those six pairs are officially mine. Do you love shoes? I love shoes.

Inspired none other than the amazing Fafa.

waiting for your call

Hello wonderful world.

I am feeling really hot. Not that you needed to know, since well, most of you stay in Malaysia and DO know that it's so so so hot. It's so crazy, it can kill us all. Where's the rain? I thought the heat wave was suppose to happen in Australia only. Was it Australia? Or New Zealand? I don't know, but somewhere, there's a heat wave. And it's not suppose to be here. But the point is, it IS here. Go away, heat, go away. I wish I were in Canada now. Cold cold cold. How fun.

I'm trying to decide now, what topic I should pick for my English oral. I know that they're only testing your language and grammar, but the topic's gotta be good too. Something that the teacher will spread around. Maybe make me famous, who knows? I'm exaggerating, but yeah. I need a topic. I find it stupid sitting here and trying to decide a topic, looking it up at Wikipedia and finding that I could NEVER interpret the things there. maybe I should just talk about Camp Rock. It's on Wikipedia, you know. How dumb. Maybe I'll sing to teacher too.

So, so. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Because I don't like school. It's boring. Do you think being home schooled is better? I can't tell, I've never been home schooled.

I feel like sleeping now.

fearless

Being someone that updates her blog regularly, I know I have been left behind. It's been awhile since I've updated and basically, it's because I just don't feel like it (:

Still, here's a little something so that it will look like an 'update' (:

I heard the funniest thing ever. Thanks to Joanne *wink*. I won't mention it, but it made me go high and made me really really happy. haha. woot woot !
I got sick again and I skipped school yesterday. And when I went back to school today, my homework piled up so much, I wanted to scream. That's not the only thing that made me wanna scream. I typed out a two thousand word essay days ago and one day, I open the document to find half of the essay was gone. It was getting so good, and now, it's gone. That's bullshit. I have the document saved in three places now because I've become paranoid.
My mum is making me drink this ginger juice thing every night for 3 days because of my cough. It's disgustingly spicy and burns your throat. You know, I have a friend called Emily Mah and she recently had dengue. Her mum forced her to drink papaya leaf juice because it's good for platelets. She cried and refused to drink it up. I should cry to, see if it works. heh, I love you, Em (:
There Ma, I just talked about you. And the horrible ginger juice, blehh.
I can't sleep at night due to my block nose. So now, tea is definitely a must in the mornings.
I'm being so random here, I don't even know what this whole post is about.

secret valentine

China sat in bed, staring at a picture. Her one and only picture of her ex-boyfriend, Keenan. Big fat tears slide down her cheeks and onto the picture. In a second, she tore the picture into pieces and flung the pieces around the room. It was over, and China had to be strong and move on.
Still, something bugged her all the time. Keenan and China took the same courses in university and shared about three classes together. Everyday, it felt as if Keenan's eyes were burning into her back, making it hard to have focus in class.
No, she didn't want him back. She had enough of the lovey-dovey things. Too many heartbreaks for her and now, she didn't want to step into love. She had things to accomplish first, before thinking about anything else. So she tried. She locked the thought of Keenan in the back of her mind and broke the key that releases that thought.

and there's so many things that I want you to know

Tell me why,
You so hard to forget, don't remind me.
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you.

jericho

Taylor Swift - Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you really don't want to see
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of hand
And I can't,
Breathe
Without you
But i have to
Breathe
Without you
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
But people are people
And sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of hand
And I can't,
Breathe
Without you
But i have to
Breathe
Without you
But I have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me

And we know it's never simple
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me

I can't,
Breathe
Without you
But i have to
Breathe
Without you
But I have to

scream

Let's all give up on school together.

YAY (:

you're beautiful

So, on this wonderful day, my mum tells me that I don't talk about her in my blog. In a joking way, of course. And I told her I do. But she just ignored me. So yeah. I'm gonna talk about her.











She claims I have a shopping antenna. It alerts me when a shopping mall is nearby.