forever love

Today I was bored, so I searched for 'Serena' on Facebook.

I'm so disappointed to know that I'm not the only Serena around.
Shucks.

say it again

I miss my babes !


We need to hang out and bake bake bake bake bake (:

last night, we had a big fight

I don't like Malaysia for not being cold. I've spent the last two hours maybe, looking at dresses and they always have a tab for jackets and coats and hoodies on their page. And I click it all the time and look at the stuff I can't wear because it's so hot in Malaysia. And I can't forget the scarves and boots too. The hats and sometimes even the gloves are cute !

And sometimes, maybe I'm just too unsatisfied with life.

into the night

Just so you know, T, I did this tag and then blogspot decided to be dumb and there was an error. I didn't want to do it again out of frustration but I guess I'm a little bored (: Loves.

1. I’ve come to realize that my hair:
is the most beautiful thing ever.

2. I’ve come to realize that when I talk:
everyone wants to roll their eyes because I talk too much.

4. I’ve come to realize that all I really need:
is my storybook and Cake Mania.

5. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost:
my life because I didn't watch Hannah Montana yesterday. Shucks.

6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when:
my mum gives me a whack for no reason because it hurts and then suddenly, my skin turns red. It's child abuse. HAHA.

7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk:
my mum would whack me with a reason. And I reckon that's not the only thing she'll do.

8. I’ve come to realize that money:
smells awfully weird.

9. I’ve come to realize that when I get old:
I'll have natural white hair, no need any dye.

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always be:
the princess (:

11. I’ve come to realize that I have a crush on:
Aldo's Chubb leopard print ballet flats !

12. I’ve come to realize that the last time I cried was:
when I realized I missed Hannah Montana yesterday.
And then I realized that I lost my anklet too ):

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone:
what cell phone?

14. I’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the mornings:
actually, I wake up in the afternoon. But don't tell anyone (:

15. I’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think about what I want to do the next day, and I'll think of studying and then I'll realize that I don't have to anymore.

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
why my sister and I didn't go jogging today. And I was so pumped up.

17. I’ve come to realize that my life:
I don't have a life. Really, I don't.

18. I’ve come to realize that my favorite drink is:
chocolate fattening milkshake, probably.

19. I’ve come to realize that today I will:
try to convince my mum to let me take up the Waltz.

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight I will:
be waiting for Anis to come with Twilight ! HAHA. I'll have something to do tomorrow, then.

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will:
oh actually, no Twilight tomorrow. I'll be cleaning my room. Suck.

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to:
go do some shopping, find a job particularly in Aldo with much hope they'll hire me and tell me that I'll get employee's discount.

23. I’ve come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
Someone. Sheesh. I don't care.

24. I’ve come to realize relationships are:
meant for mature people.

25. I’ve come to realize that love:
is something you need to help you live everyday.

26. I’ve come to realize my best guy friend:
is out jogging. So I'm bored.

27. I’ve come to realize my best girl friends:
are CRAZY people.

28. I’ve come to realize food is:
my biggest sin.

29: I’ve come to realize that this summer:
I wish I were in Canada because I feel like going grocery shopping and supermarkets here sucks, I want to go to Stupidstore !

30. I’ve come to realize heartbreak:
means you're probably dead.

31. I’ve come to realize that the last person I liked:
but I like everyone.

32.I’ve come to realize that my sister:
is one of my best friends. And she's annoying.

33. I’ve come to realize that crying:
always makes someone feel better. I know I do, especially when I laugh so hard that I cry, the after math is waay better than just laughing by itself.

34. I’ve come to realize that death:
doesn't seem to scare me at all.

35. I’ve come to realize that if I’m sick:
I love being sick because you can stay in bed and then you won't eat and loose weight. HAHA.

36. I’ve come to realize when I’m bored:
I'll play Cake Mania, watch TV or read a book. If I'm REALLY bored, I'll take a bath and try to think of what to do next.

I would pray

I think everyone's gotten the hang of the no-more-studying-until-nextyear ! thing.

And I think I'm still holding onto the fact that I'm supposed to be studying.
I feel guilty everyday because I don't study and then I realized, OH ! I actually don't have to.

Suck.
It all sucks.

run

Mia smooth down the tiny creases on her summer dress and glance at herself in the mirror one last time. Seeing that she looked decent, she picked up her handbag from the bed and left the apartment.

Five months ago, her boyfriend of three years, Danny, proposed to her.

And now, in less then three months time, it'll be her big day. She has picked the dress, ordered the flowers, booked the chapel and even their honeymoon hotel. Today, she was going to her best friend's bakery for a cake testing session with Danny.

As she sat down with her boyfriend, the waiters served them. Every cake Mia tasted was better than the one before it.

Mia looked at her boyfriend, admiring every move he made. He was perfect. She had stumbled upon many guys before this, each treating her with ultimate care. The first one loved her, but was much too afraid of the world. The second one thought she was the one and only, at the same time, couldn't let her off his side. The rest were the same as Mia tried to find Mr. Right.

Then came along Danny.

She thought about all those times, they were exactly like the cakes. The next one better than the one before, each boyfriend thought her more and more about finding the right guy. At the end, he's the perfect one, the one that you didn't expect to be the one.

Because Mia didn't think that Vanilla Love would be the perfect cake for her wedding too.

There's so much to learn before reaching your goal. All the hardships and challenges are plain lessons to carry on in life. It's a matter of whether you know how to interpret them and accept them or not.

if you see this girl, can you tell her where I am

Happy Birthday, Kong Min Xuan !

It was so crazy finding you over the net after so many million years, and you can even remember how I look like ! And I, on the other hand, had to look for our kindy pictures to spot you out.

But it was great knowing you over the years (: And I can remember tiny little things we did in kindy together. Thanks for remembering my face, girl ! hahahaha. loves.

I love you and I miss you

Life is like a new pair of shoes.
And if you're pretty, then your shoes are a gorgeous pair.
(like this one !)

You take them out after you bought them, nice and clean, pretty and all. And then you put them on and everything feels so right.

But as you continue walking, running and trudging along, you find that your brand new shoes changes it's colour. Mud has stuck to its sides and there's dirt all over the once used to be brilliant white shoes.

You get upset, of course you do. Then you realized that rather than sulking over the dirty pair of shoes, you can clean them up, take a damp cloth and remove the dirt.

In no time, everything looks almost like when you first put it on, spotless and brilliant. It's not exactly the same colour, but you know that those stains can't be taken away. You have to live with it.

In other words, my brand new shoes got dirty today.

butterfly fly away

I don't care what you people say about her, but I like Miley Cyrus.

She's 17 and she's got talent. And no matter how much you hate her, she's gorgeous, isn't she? You have to admit that she's gorgeous. She's the bomb (but I'm still the bomb-ier one because I'm Serena Lim). Have you heard her songs too? They give me tingles all the time. Well, not all of her songs anyway. Some of it. AND AND AND, she's the star in Hannah Montana !! And now you have no absolute reason to hate that because Hannah Montana is the best show ever, better than Spongebob Squarepants.

you can't break a broken heart

Okay, I didn't pack up my books today.
But so what.
I've got two whole crazy free months to do it.
And I can bet you that if I pack one book everyday,
just put one book in a box each day,
by the end of my holidays, I'll still have loads of time to do nothing.


I wish I was pregnant.
Because when you're pregnant, you can pig out.
And not exercise.
And lay around in bed because you're sore everywhere.
PLUS,
people don't give you second looks because you're fat.
And now I wonder why fat people get second glances.
That's just stupid.

Anyway.
I had fun today.

what'd I gotta do to be heard

she is love

So I decided today was different, I know exactly why it's different but it's not hitting me yet. Anyway, I went out for a nice brunch and then I put on a nice top. You know, just so that I can feel the excitement of today.

I don't have to crack a school book for three months and I'm still not feeling the excitement in that. I mean, I AM happy (and not so with the fact that I've been pigging out through out the studying period), but I feel like it's any normal day.

Tomorrow, I will pack up my books (okay, I'm probably lying) and maybe I'll feel the sense of freedom, like everyone is saying.

Because really, I should be having some fun. After the a thousand and one apple pies I had for two weeks straight, the one week of jogging (I think it was only three days, actually) and then there was the last minute studying and that one in the morning thing I did, where I got up to study History. I wonder if it was all worth it?

I had so much peace while entering the class everyday to sit for the test. It did not seem like it was a huge deal, sitting for another test and obviously, it was suppose to be a huge deal. Honestly, I just thought, oh wow. Another test, yipeedeedoodoo.

So, all I know is, the exams done and over because that's what everyone told me and well, according to every fifteen year old on Facebook, we're all free !