I'll be remembering you

I wish You could stay
But I'll, I'll wait for the day

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh, and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
And I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

Steven Curtis Chapman - Remembering You
Thank you Sammy for these lyrics years ago ! (:

It's the third year, daddy, that you're not here. And could I say, it's not the best feeling ever. It is when you wake up in the morning, wanting to run to your room, give you a kiss a whisper 'Happy Birthday'. It is going for buffet dinners during the weekends with the family, being stuffed with our favourites. It is thanking God during dinner at home for another year for you to enjoy. It is you being around the house, your booming laughter and endless smiles. It's you.

I miss you, daddy.

And I would say, I wish you could come back and give us a proper last moment together, but I know you won't because that's just impossible. I would, right now, drop all responsibilities for time with you.

So we'll celebrate your life today, because you lived a great one. One so great it hit everyone to the heart. If you could be here now, I'll never want to leave your side again.

Happy Birthday, daddy.
I love you.

glory to you

I'm sorry it's a bad picture, but it's the only one I could get.

I am rooting for John Park.
He's SO Asian.
I like that a lot.
And he's good.

according to you

I've got a new crush (:

there's nothing we can do

Last night, I dreamed that I woke up with a stack of pretty tennis skirts in my closet.

HOW AWESOME IS THAT.

create again in me

I live in a house filled with paranoid people.
That's a fact.

I now live in a house that is so closed-up, you can't see the outside world.
All because everyone's paranoid.
They're afraid another mosquito will fly in and poof.
I'm in the hospital again.

My room windows are officially closed.
The computer room windows are officially closed.
Those big doors are officially closed.
I'm surprised I can still breathe.

Come on.
The dengue wasn't THAT bad now, right?

sweet Jesus lift me

Aaron Shust - Carry Me Home

Lord bring me home again
I'm no longer able
To bare the bitter winds
Or the heavy rains
I've long been settled
Lord without comfort
Just a man on an earthly thrown headed for the grave

Carry me home
Sweet Jesus lift me
Until I've flown
The shadow of shame
Your love alone
Lord Jesus mends me
Lift me up
Oh Lord carry me home

Lord I've been branded
A loyal sinner
Seems like forever
Since I said Your name
I'm just a pilgrim
Still afraid of dying
But the sea is shinning brightly
With Your grace

Carry me home
Sweet Jesus lift me
Until I've flown
The shadow of shame
Your love alone
Lord Jesus mends me
Lift me up
Oh Lord carry me home

Carry me home
Sweet Jesus lift me
Until I've flown
The shadow of shame
Your love alone
Lord Jesus mends me
Lift me up
Oh Lord carry me home

Carry me home
Sweet Jesus lift me
Until I've flown
The shadow of shame
Your love alone
Lord Jesus mends me
Lift me up
Oh Lord carry me home

Lift me up
Oh Lord carry me home

hope for despair

I am so happy.

My absolutely wonderful gorgeous Aldo Chubb shoe is finally being sold in Malaysia !

It cost are-am-two-hundred-twenty-ohno-that-is-so-suffocating.

But still.
Sometimes just seeing it and finally touching it, makes one a little bit happy.

Just a little bit.

made

School. sucks.
New shoes. Ugly shoes.
Same bag. Same uniform.
Sesame Street pencil box.
New class. New hair.
Still sucks.

save me, I'm lost

Dear brother.

You may think that my sister's aren't gonna miss me when I'm off for this one and a half months.

Well, you're wrong (again).

I will miss you. And then I realize a minute ago that, I'm gonna be in school by myself. No more siblings with me, no more siblings stalking me down.

That sucks. I wish I could tell you that you had face problem in front of your friends again. And there's no one to bring their friends to my class and sing 'Happy Birthday' on top of your voices for me.

At home, there's no one to eat the food. That's gonna be hard. HAHA.

I know you will have a great time in RBS, and I hope you learn much too. I love you !


Love,
Serena.

if I wrote

My New Year's Resolutions.

1. Help with household work.

2. Be good in school, no more demerits.

3. Learn to stop doodling in class.

4. Learn to stop talking in class.

5. Try to only use the computer during the weekends.

f. Always make sure I'm all tidied up, i.e. combing my hair, before heading to school.

g. Try to be up early.

h. Don't follow all above resolutions, or maybe do the opposite of all the resolutions above. . (check ! )

i. Follow all resolutions below.

j. Be a bum.

k. Try to drop-out of school.

l. Buy new shoes.

m. Buy new clothes.

n. Buy new everything.

o. Buy everything in the world.

p. Learn to count until 10. I only know how to count till five hence, I have to use alphabets after the number five. But then, I don't even know if M or N comes first after L.

q. Try to keep my absolutely lovely (but hard to take care of) short hair until the end of the year.

r. Play Roiworld every time I'm online because it's cool.

s. Be Serena.