Sunday, August 30, 2009

it's you, my love

I.do.not.want.to.go.to.school.

Friday, August 28, 2009

I'm trying but it's all that I can do, I'm reaching but the rest is up to you


It's been such a long week, yet it felt short. I don't think I have ever made sense in my whole life.

My family will be heading to Genting Highlands with our cell group tomorrow and I can't wait to finally feel some fresh cool air again. And it'll probably remind me about Canada, but then again I don't know for sure so I'll let you know when I'm back.




I hope everything's alright between us because it feels like I just lost my best friend.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

but my god, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles


















It would be nice,
if you would think of my feelings,

just a wee little bit.



one last breath

Happy Birthday, brother (:

And you are, by far, the best brother around, no matter how much we get at each others throats and how we always bug each other to the very core.

I know somewhere, somehow you still love me (:



And I still love you even if you look at my fake birthday cake like you're gonna gobble it up. You did, actually, didn't you?

So anyway, I hope you'll become the one you want to become (: We all love you.

Even if you call me fat all the time.


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect

Colbie Caillat feat. Jason Reeves - Droplets

I'm leaving you

I'm not sure if that’s what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me

You left a mark you left a mark
She left a mark he left
She left he left
And I don’t I don’t
Need it. Need it

sugar rush

They say Chinese all likes Math and they're good in it. Last time I checked, I AM Chinese but I can't do Math. Something went wrong with my little brain wires when I was born, I think.

In a way, I'm not born Chinese then. I'm Asian.

And Asians' can choose whatever subjects they like. I like English and everything associated with it and that does not include Math and Science just because they're in English.

I can't believe I have to do Math to stay alive, I'm not gonna be counting sheep on my death's bed anyway. pfft.

Monday, August 24, 2009

best I ever had

Gee, ya think?

and I'll give up forever to touch you

Did you see those eyes,
That chocolate brown eyes
Filled with happiness
With a perfect shine to it.

Did you see those eyes,
Of when he laughed,
With the tears glistening
Threatening to fall.

Did you see those eyes,
With a sparkle
And without a hint of sorrow,
When she was around.

Did you see those eyes,
I saw them today,
It's lost its sparkle
Without a doubt of sadness within them.

Did you see those eyes,
That chocolate brown eyes
With fake happiness and not a single shine,
Did you see it in his eyes?

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Friday, August 21, 2009

pop princess

I think I went over-materialistic with my birthday wishlist.
HAHA.

Honestly,
like really,
I don't need all that.

There is so much more things that are much more valuable than
shoes, games and all that.

I saw a really nice boyfriend tee and it costs 90 bucks.
I wish I were in Canada now,
everything's like, starting from 9 Canadian.

I want to go shopping again.