so raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the right ways

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.

1. Force myself out of bed.

2. Wake up in the middle of the night. Morning. To, I don't know why I wake up actually. I just do. Then I'll check the time. And then I'll go pee if I'm not too lazy.

3. Lay on the floor to do sit ups and then never sit up.

4. Daydream about my wedding in 10 years time. Less than 10 years. I hope.

5. Stare into space. Stone. Look right through the board in school, and right through the wall at home.

6. Roll my eyes at my brother.

7. Hug Clyde to sleep. Because I can't sleep without him. I don't feel safe. And Polly must be next to me. Because she's a princess like me, she deserves a nice big pillow too.

8. Look at the piano and tell myself that I have to learn to play one song on the piano by the end of the year because it was one of my New Year's resolution. I haven't touched the piano yet. It's the last day of January.

9. Worry about what comes next. Doesn't everybody?

papa was a rolling stone

DAY 1 : Ten random facts about yourself. Myself.

Yeah.

1. I feel kinda embarrassed playing with other people's babies, trying to make them smile, carrying them and such around their parents because I feel like the parent is probably thinking, "What is she doing to my baby?" but I think if you would give me the baby, put me in a room, I probably would do whatever and look stupid just to make the baby smile.

2. I like babies. Someday, I'm going to have a baby of my own. And I'll be able to spoil my baby and make the funniest and stupidest faces but no one can judge me because I'm the mother. Yeah. My baby is going to have big eyes. Unlike me.

3. I am afraid of the dark. I am sixteen going on seventeen.

4. I dislike cooking. More than anything.

5. Mushrooms and pepper are my obsessions.

6. So, how old were you when you gave up your Barbie Dolls? I'm sixteen and I haven't given mine up yet. I have 6 Barbie Dolls and I'm proud of them and my mummy bought my sixth one when I was fifteen. Thank you, mummy. I LOVE YOU.

7. I'll feel extremely uncomfortable if I don not brush my teeth take a bath wash my face before I go out. And in that order.

8. I have a knack for tank tops. I have no idea why. Sometimes, most of the time, I don't even look good in them but I always look out for pretty tank top anyway.

9. When I'm bored, I love to do online window shopping. You should try it too. It's uber fun, no joke.

10. I need to pee.

GOODBYE.

quarter after one

HI. Thank you Jean for posting and then tempting me to waste my time on it, and then you, Kharenee Koh for posting it as well which made me want to do it even more.

Wonderful.

Since I've got a week off, so I thought I could waste some time.

And keep my blog alive. I have a sad sad sad life. and blog.

Yay.

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.

Day 4: Seven places you like to shop at.

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.

Day 10: One person you can trust

can't be love

People get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. Well, we're always thinking that someday we'll be happy. Like when we get that car, or that job or that person in our lives that will fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it's a condition, not a destination. It's like being tired or hungry, it's not permanent. It comes and goes and that's okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they could find happiness a lot more often.

- Julian Baker, One Tree Hill

hold you in my heart forever

Dear Daddy,

I don't know what else to say. Everything's been going by too fast, and the last time I spent time with you is almost a fuzzy memory. I wish you were here, so that my 'Good Mornings' to mummy wouldn't sound so lonely, so that the dinner table would have more people around it, so that there would be much more laughter. So that there will be much more of you, your smile, your BOOMING laughter, everything.

And since it's your birthday, we would've gone out last weekend or this weekend to celebrate, to some fancy restaurant of your choice. Then the three of us will tell you that we're paying for dinner blablabla but when the bill comes, you'll say something like, there's discount if you use this credit card or extra points with this card and I bet we've never ever treated you to dinner before. Then, hahah, like cheahcheah said, you'll blow off the candles form your boring chocolate cake.
We did get you an apple cake thing once, remember?
I'll make cheesecake for you this year, if you want. Hahahah.

You were a joy to everyone, daddy. And I wish you had more years to make many many more people happy. I know you're watching each and everyone of us right now and we'll go and celebrate your birthday this weekend, daddy. Buy a cake and we'll blow off the candles for you.
Just let me know what flavour of a cake you want yeah? (:

I miss you and I love.

Happy Birthday, daddy !

Love,
Serena.

never imagined

and all you can do is wish that it wouldn't happen.

open up your mind and see like me

Travis Orlando.

He's MY American Idol.

never be the same

24th February 2011.

Excitement.

desire

back to december

I don't know his name.

I don't even know him.

My aunt got excited so he put his arm around me and we snapped a picture.

I hope he washed his hands before touching me.