The past

I spent my day packing things up today. And as I packed away my things, reaching for others that I didn't even know I still owned, I recall the past. My photo album, filled with pictures of years and years ago. Pictures of my birthdays that I celebrated at home, celebrated in Sunday School and also, a party with my brother ! Not forgetting the times I had with my school mates and all. Not only did the pictures bring back memories, so did any other thing I came across.

The letters - from my best friends. In those letters did we share our joy and pain, together with encouragement and sealed with much love. We seem to spent so much time writing those letters, and for what? Just to grow in each others friendship, just to know each other, just to make sure that the other party is feeling at his best.

And I won't forget the poems that I've written over the years. Each poem to a particular person. Remembering that person, the memories come back to me. I think about my friend from Aussie, Timmy. I haven't seen him in awhile and I do miss him. He has the reddest cheeks I've ever seen and the cutest smile - really. I met him when I was 3, where at that time he was 2. We bonded well and hopefully, he'll come back soon. (:

Of course, my Barbie Dolls ! I packed them awhile ago but I still remember them. Each doll, was given to me by my sister. Except one, which was from my mum. At the age of 9, my dad forbidden me to play with Barbie's anymore. But with the superior hiding, I kept the dolls out of his sight. As the years moved on, my collection grew. I packed them up and vowed not to throw them away. I believe that they are much too precious (:

This isn't the end, I've still got lots of memories still sitting on my shelf. Slowly, I'll pack them all up, bring them to the new house and let them free again !

fattyy

How come no one's updating their blog?

I feel weird updating mine.

Like I'm not, up-to-date.

NYAHAHAHAHAHA

=)

tim is hot.

No, you are NOT.

Tagged by Michy

A) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
B) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'll like to travel to:

SPAIN (:

3. Your favourite place:

Shoping mall.

4. Your favourite food:

5. Your favourite pet:

6. Your favourite colour combination:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your all time favourite song:

9. Your favourite tv show:

Dear Adam influenced me

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

Shhhh

11. The town in which you live in:

12. Your screen name/nickname:

tomato queen (: haha

13. Your first job:

NONE.


14. Your dream job:

15. A bad habit you have:

Switching off my alarm clock

16. Your worst fear:

Hurting someone

17. The one thing you'll like to do before you die:

Write a book (:

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

and I'll throw in some lessons with that. heheh.

Tagging:

Keith

Ivan

I don't have anyone else to tag !

a new opening

Hmm. Seems like most of my latest posts are filled with pics. So I don't have pics for this post as I am not having the camera with the latest pics. Actually, I don't think I took any pics lately. haha.

So, there was school today. I know it's replacement and all, but I don't see the point of having it since less than half the school will be there. Guess I'm part of the one's that don't go. heheh. I went to Kuala Lumpur today, it's pretty reasonable. Compared to those that just wants to skip it. I'm just making excuses.

Kuala Lumpur. Why was I there? My church youth group combined youth session with a church in KL, which is Jalan Imbi Chapel. Honestly, you can say our youth group isn't that big. I know churches with hundreds of teens there, where else our church isn't near a hundred on normal days. So then, Ampang Gospel Centre joined us too. And Melawati Gospel was suppose to join us. When we got there, surprise surprise. Our youth group was the biggest.
My church conducted the worship and music. Yes, when it's music, it's TLC ! Basically, we just had worship, games and fellowship. I had a good time, though not used to the place (I wanted to go to the toilet, bt the guy that gave directions confused me I decided to wait). ha. Yeah, I know I don't have to regret not going to school (:

*Pictures unavailable, like I said.

Sorrows Underneath

I think of all my problems.
I think of all my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
Until I go insane.

I think of all the smiles I’ve worn,
Which hides sorrow underneath.
No one seems to notice,
That I go through so much grief.

My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside my tired eyes.
Each time I want to tell you,
My words come out as lies.

These days I’m feeling distant,
Far away and weak.
My sadness pulls me further,
From the happiness I seek.

I’ve just begun to realize,
That my hopes and dreams are gone,
I’m walking down a dead-end road,
Humming a tuneless song.

I’m standing on a rooftop,
Although I’m scared of heights,
I’m watching the cars beneath me move,
And somehow this doesn’t feel right.

Now I think of what I’m doing,
I know I should find a way,
To beat through my depression,
Will I be able to someday?

Someone might be there,
To help me make it through,
Maybe they will listen,
And tell me what to do.

I’m seeing through the darkness,
And I’m starting to trust a few,
I think I’ll try to make it,
So I can be there for them, too.

-Zihanna Rahman

Maybe this is a little emo, but it spoke right through me.

Tagged by May Lim. again again.

1.At what age do you wish to get married?

I answered this question before in another tag. haha. I think I said 25 :P

2.Study hard or play hard?

Study soft and play soft (:

3.Do you believe in true friends?

In certain cases, at certain times.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?

Well, I don't think I do.

5.Who is the person you trust the most?

*sings* A true uu friend

6.Who is your favourite cartoon character?

Woodstock and Snoopy !

7. What is your ideal friend?

Someone that will always be there for me, not just thinking that I'll be there for them. someone that can tell my moods by taking a glance at my face. Someonethat will supposrt me through my decisions.

8. What is the best part of your life?

School, definitely school (not).

9. Do you believe in eternity love?

There wouldn't be people getting married everyday or big families everywhere if it weren't for eternity love.

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?

Let's go, SHOPPING !!

(I answered this question before too)

11. When will you feel sad?

When things are all going wrong. When people fight, especially my close one's. When I have to do Math by force, when I have to sit for exams. When Kar Sing rubs in the fact he got higher than me in English.

12. Balloons or Candy?

errr. Candy I guess (:

13. Feelings you hate the most?

Left alone. When everybody doesn't seem to want to listen to me. When everything seems to have made a wrong turn.

14. What is your childhood ambition?

haha. No, I'm not gonna say it. (:

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No. I don't think walking past a person and suddenly you're in love is possible.

16. What do you want now?

I want to go back to sleep. And skip school !!

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?

Family, friends and just about everyone I know, I guess (:

18. People who are going to be hated by you?

err. No one. I don't PLAN to hate anyone.

19. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.

Sister - anything you can say about a good sister (:

20. If you had 1 thing to wish for what would it be?

Another 1000 wishes to keep the wishes coming !

Tagging :

Eunice err. I forgot. haha.

Kwan Yin Ling

Ghim Hann, because you hate it. haha.

Keith. I know you hate it too. heheh.

pictures, pictures, more pictures :)

Congrats, dear brother !

You make us proud of you. Bible Knowledge ! You rock.

My brother recently entered a Bible Knowledge quiz and won first, together with his partner, Jason Lee, for the whole outer-Selangor catergory. Awesome, I tell you !!

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The different expressions of the Leong and Lim 'siblings'.

Ever since I was born, you keep making faces in the pictures we take. I haven't came across a picture without you making a face. Except this last one. hahaha.

Introducing my 'sibling', Joseph Leong. He's a god brother and also a step-father to me *wink wink*

This is Michy. The other daughter of my 'step-father'. In other words, my sister.

Michelle Pang Simon Leong (Su - in the making)

Serena Pang Simon Leong (Su - in the making)

I choose NOT to indroduce the mother. eheh.

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(on another topic)

See Mr. Cute :)

Of gorgeous red shoes

EVERYONE knows what this is :)

I don't have to say it. This gorgeous pair of shoes appered on my blog for 100 times already. And I've always wished I owned them. Instead, I've been running from mall to mall, just to find the shoe being out of size, or some, not even in the store anymore. FINALLY, my sister found them for me ! Size 8, red in colour. MINE. All mine (:

I know you love them, Shamin !

Anyway, exams over so let's wave bye bye to all those books *smiling and waving*. For about one week. haha. Sooner or later we'll have another Kerja Kursus to do. Then we'll be getting ready for end years. That's why everyone hates school !

I can't get over the fact I own a pair of red shoes now.

All thanks to my sister and ai yee.